Are you indecisive? I try and live life by the yes policy.
Yes to collaborations, yes to escargots in Paris, yes to dyeing hair but when it comes to anything social it’s maybe baby.
Social anxiety is something I have always battled with. I am full of self-doubt and constantly give myself a hard time talking to people at events.
“Am I coming across as shy? I hope I’m not coming across shy”
“Is my voice too high pitched?”
“Do they like me?”
“Be more extrovert. Be more extrovert”
Social acceptance is something I crave but unfortunately it is also something I will never be certain of having attained.
Sometimes it is just easier to say maybe and stay at home around those who accept you unconditionally.
I am my own worst enemy when it comes to this and it is something no amount of Instagram likes is ever going to change. If you know a good self-help book or have a method that works for you then message me! And next time you see me at an event say hey!